जानता था
जानता था मेरा ज़ख्म कि कोई हाल ना पूछेगा,
कमबख्त खुद ब खुद बस यूँ ही भर गया।
शायद हुआ ही था ये तबज्जो पाने के लिए,
फिर भी बिना मिले ही इस दर्द का असर गया।
Ha Ha Ha!!!!
They say l am reserved,they say l am too possessive, l can not handle the world outside well. But my dear you were the people who wanted me to be like this and you made me so.Now, after years you started finding faults with my attitude which was once praised as well as created by you. You wanted me to be in limits,the limits which were decided by you; and now when l have become habitual of that then you complain that l do not want to participate in affairs which were supposed to be solely yours and l was not supposed to jump in between. Can't you remember how well you taught me about my limitations? Sorry, l am trying but finding myself unable to do so. l am what l am. Do not compare me with anyone. I am not a Xerox copy l am original and unique of my own kind. I know l am full of various shortcomings and time to time l want to rectify that too.But l can not change myself completely and become a new one.For this my dear l will have to born again and for this l will have to die; y...
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